Morning Ablutions, or Grace in the Making

We've come a long way; the girls, fixed in the rituals of the morning, actually move pretty smoothly. Bobby, on the other hand, still requires constantly redirecting to keep on track. He disappears and someone has to go get him. No matter how many years pass with the same schedule, it doesn't seem to reach automated processes for him. He'll ignore direct requests offered several times (we don't give him more than one thing at a time), and it makes the morning interesting to get him through the morning tasks. He gets dressed on his own smoothly; it's just everything else. He is easily distracted and gravitates back to his room to play a game or watch tv or pet a cat.

I wonder, at times, if this will eventually change, if my time with my son will ever not be spent in redirecting him. And yet, there are tasks he can do and stay focused. He's now an excellent cook and prepares meals from start to finish with no assistance and no need for redirection. He's taken over most of the cooking responsibilities, so good at it is he.

He is a bundle of contradictions. So are the girls, and I am reminded that so are my husband and I. Remembering this, it seems to me, is key to acceptance. If I accept that Bobby is easily lost, unless it is one of his interests, then I am not frustrated with near-constant redirection. If I accept that my husband has his strengths and his weaknesses, I don't take those weaknesses personally. I accept and work around. The same goes for my girls. And when I offer acceptance of others as they are, without rancor and bitterness, I am offered the same acceptance in return. No one bemoans the reality that I will sit for an hour working out the pain and restoring my hands to full use. No one bitches about pouring me coffee.

When we give grace to others, we receive it. And when I wait until my children and husband are done getting ready, I get the bathroom to myself. Just saying. It works for me.